挺着肚皮晒太阳

     明天就要走了，

     坐着火车踏上回校之途

     重新开始学校生活。

     貌似下学期不怎么长，

     只有四个月多一点，

     这四个多月应该也会很快过去把。

    

     这个新年，

     对我来说与往常并不一样，

     少了很多快乐，

     然而自己并不遗憾，

     总觉得现在这个时候这些也是没办法的事。

    

     第一次这么迷恋独自在家的生活，

     第一次这么耐得住寂寞，

     也是第一次感觉到自己不能再依靠别人了，

     包括自己的父母。

    

     貌似下学期会有很多事情，

     对于我似乎又会是个忙碌的季节。

     尽管一向向往快节奏的忙碌生活，

     但是现在的我似乎更需要清醒。

    

    

     

 

    

    

    

    

    Maybe some changes emerge spontaneously accompanied with growing process.This holiday lacks much happiness for me,but it results from what I choose. My dad is so astonished at my unusual performance that he can't even recognize his son.His son,who used to busy taking part in lots of parties in previous holidays,now can stay long and long at home incredibly.But as a matter of fact,I should acknowledge that it is hard to resist tempation from outer world,especially when considering that others are palying so "high" all the days and I could have the chance to be with them.While at home,facing German,which is not only complicated but also weary,I can hardly enjoy myself but suffer a lot.Perhaps bearing loneliness and resisting tempation can be regarded as the features of maturity,and maturity is destined to cost a lot.And I need to carry on the suffering work in the left half holiday.Since it have begun,I'v no other choice.

    Concerning about my hard work these das,I decide to reward myself by Korean food next Monday,which is always most attactive to me,haha!Be the way,having been in Fuzhou for one and a half years,I'v never entered a Korean-food restaurant in Fuzhou.Oh ,it's a great pity for me!I should take a try next semester if possible. But Fuzhou's Bullfighter restaurant,which I'v been to twice,impressed me deeply.The environment is elegant and the taste  of the food is fantastic.Haha,why am I so gluttonous? Well,let it go!  

   

     Wuxi is getting warmer these days and my adaption process is heading to perfection consequently.Attending a get-together today,I also declined another one due to be held tomorrow at the same time.I suddenly find myself no more enthusiastic about get-togethers which used to be my favourate during last several holidays.At that time,I was always looking forward to seeing my dear friesnds' smiling faces and indulging mwself in binges with them.But I'd rather now have more time relaxing than indulging myself in binges.There's an interesting saying that"A binge is loneliness of a group of people".I'v no idea whether I'v lost passion on something,but what I can asseure is that I am quite different from what I used to be.Is it a good thing?Who knows?Xiao told me several days ago that he has been leading such an enriched life in his university that he has no desire of chasing girls now.What a reason!Especially for a university student in China.Considering my own life,maybe I really need to do something!

    

     

 

     Tonight I attened my sister's 20-year-old birthday party,in contrast with the festival atmosphere,I kept a terrible appetite from the beginning till the end.Actually,I just continue the constant style after arriving home. Different from the fantastic holiday I had imagined,the reality is somehow a little cruel.Tomorrow I will set off to Anhui for a visit,I'm still not sure what state I will take on then.And time is really passing more quickly than you expected.Afer my Anhui visit,it will also herald the end of one thirds of my holiday.Concerning about my lots of missions during next semester,I can't help shuddering.Every one of them is not quite easy to complete.God bless me!

    

    I'v been hoping for a life like a monk since long.I sometimes appreciate this kind of life,regular daily routine and  most importantly no interference.While at school,there's always this or that things interfering all the time ,so that I can hardly concentrate myself for even a whole afternoon.But now,at least the passed 3 days after I arrived home,I'm able to enjoy my free time in the real sense. Monk's life is so appealing to me now that I don't want to get rid of it in a short term of time.